the sun's on my side
bring me for a ride
i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright
♥ ♥ ♥

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

quick one before i go faint on my bed.

sch was o.....kay lah. brain still not in tag yet, he was talking alot shit abit shares. i couldnt absorb much. and i was freaking late. skip fsm, hate to see that *** face. then meet up with wh, chat abit, doreen came and head back home.

rot till 6pm, and went for that dinner. quite alot didnt turn up, and the usual few was there. mrs soh and ms ng was there too. (of coz, they gonna treat us what) hahahaha. today was a feast man! curry, tomyam, prawn, veggie, chicken.. hell lotsa foood! we even have to keep asking each other to finish up everything. and yepp, sat there for like another 4 hrs? all abt band again. the history of band, the current, abt alumni, abt the members, abt sir, etc etc. sooooo nice!! had a good time laughing and came to know alot more things abt the past. and oh, not forgetting, mrs soh retiring soon. so this might/will be the last year she with the band. how sad.(not sacastic! really!) i mean, she's with band for such a long period of time alr. i was still around 2 yrs old can! ohwells, time flies.

dread sch.

was thinking abt life while heading back home. looking at anthony kumar they all, really make me think future-ly. anthony. like a bull, he study, work, business so many! is he gonna walk through his life just like that? kumar. no band=no life no money. how can! daniel. is he going to like work for sir for the entire life? me!!! am i going to be sooooo routine for work after i graduate? or ....... i dunno. i dunno what to fill in. you know im getting 1 step closer to the society alr, i so freaking worried and scared can! thinking that you gonna work like shit for the next 30-40 yrs is so cant be describe. i want. i want to have breaks. want to wake up at 12pm in the noon everyday and pass the day like there's no tml. but i know its impossible for future! damn impossible. that if you give up on yourself.

i hate to think abt all this things. but i cant help it.