the sun's on my side
bring me for a ride
i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright
♥ ♥ ♥

Sunday, April 30, 2006

shopping with mommy today!
like for ages i nv go shop with her liao la,
but more like im there to bomb her wallet. lol.

the feeling of buy and buy and buy and buy is so so great!
WHAHA~

i love shopping! ((:

i miss them!
miss everybody in the band.
miss sir, miss all the ex members!
):

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

quick one before i go faint on my bed.

sch was o.....kay lah. brain still not in tag yet, he was talking alot shit abit shares. i couldnt absorb much. and i was freaking late. skip fsm, hate to see that *** face. then meet up with wh, chat abit, doreen came and head back home.

rot till 6pm, and went for that dinner. quite alot didnt turn up, and the usual few was there. mrs soh and ms ng was there too. (of coz, they gonna treat us what) hahahaha. today was a feast man! curry, tomyam, prawn, veggie, chicken.. hell lotsa foood! we even have to keep asking each other to finish up everything. and yepp, sat there for like another 4 hrs? all abt band again. the history of band, the current, abt alumni, abt the members, abt sir, etc etc. sooooo nice!! had a good time laughing and came to know alot more things abt the past. and oh, not forgetting, mrs soh retiring soon. so this might/will be the last year she with the band. how sad.(not sacastic! really!) i mean, she's with band for such a long period of time alr. i was still around 2 yrs old can! ohwells, time flies.

dread sch.

was thinking abt life while heading back home. looking at anthony kumar they all, really make me think future-ly. anthony. like a bull, he study, work, business so many! is he gonna walk through his life just like that? kumar. no band=no life no money. how can! daniel. is he going to like work for sir for the entire life? me!!! am i going to be sooooo routine for work after i graduate? or ....... i dunno. i dunno what to fill in. you know im getting 1 step closer to the society alr, i so freaking worried and scared can! thinking that you gonna work like shit for the next 30-40 yrs is so cant be describe. i want. i want to have breaks. want to wake up at 12pm in the noon everyday and pass the day like there's no tml. but i know its impossible for future! damn impossible. that if you give up on yourself.

i hate to think abt all this things. but i cant help it.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

fwah. the feeling of waking up and going for sch isnt great.
NOT AT ALL.
yeah like usual, squeeze that freaking 67, never fail.
IS today. world issue. first chapter: stereotype.
gosh. its borrrrring. but bo bian.
then grab some food and head for the next IS.
ethics dilemma. hmmmm. alrrrrright la.
just cant stand much of his non stop talking.
and i mean NON STOP.
which cause to me to doze of in the middle of the class.
muahs.
thereafter went to buy lect notes.
weeeee.
no more queueing up outside. im year 3!
can just buy from another line. hahahahaha.
then meet up coussy to pass her wh's notes,
and went back home together.

received wh sms, that they will be screening band comp video,
so we meet and head back bp. (like again)
whooot. finally saw other bands' performance.
dun wanna comment here la. its bad. ooops. -laughs-
then head down to lot 1 along with dor and qianhui,
we gossip at lot one for around 2 hours?
changed 3 standing position.
outside yummy yougert,
outside giordano,
outside LP zone.
LOL. and we are standing can.

after that saw kumar and gang,
and went to cck park there for dinner.
its was definitely a fun talking cum dinner session.
ms ng was there too.
i guess 90% of the talk was on band.
awwww. how i miss the good old days.
and now i know why that bunch of guys can chat the whole night throught.

another dinner on the band teachers tml at Let's Eat.
anthony so funny.
he say.. "wahh, like jia tou.."
LOL.

Oh ya! sir is flying off tml for 3 weeks on holidays to europe.
its really time for him to relex and enjoy himself.
bon voyage! ((:

im still revolving around band. -piakz-

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Finally get to see that long awaited familiar GOLD medal on the drum major's hand.

the night before didnt get much sleep coz was doing the section's stuff. morning went for sectional breakfast. can say that practically the whole band was there la. so fun. like as though lot1 mac is ours. make so much noise also no prob. then walk back to sch with the section. when reached, daniel was like urgently looking for the ex members. i knew it. they want us in national stadium. so after much discussion, we cab down there. but its a useless trip la really. everything are fine there, we stay there for around an hour and went back bp. soooooo waste of time and money. so, when we reach there, the members are alr resting having lunch. join my section for lunch and claire cried. haiya this girl ah. lol. gave them the stuff i made, hopefully it helps to boost their morale. ahahahaha. then they changed, as usual, help out with the capes and etc. then sir brief abit and they went for the 1 last round in bp field. was great, the standard is there.

Ride with my section, clarinetist and trombonist to national stadium. the atmosphere wasnt that tensed up as the past(unlike us..), but still, can see the anxious and excitment in their eyes. they said it was more like an excusion than competition. lol. upon reaching, most of the band was there alr. apart from 2000 band comp, which theres only 6 bands, this time round there soooo many diff bands with so many unfamiliar uniforms. but, some band we shld ought to recognise them lah. they took our usual place for resting, so we have to shift to another place. then more of photo session then practicing. ahahaha. time strike 445pm. give them our blessing and we head up to the grand stand there. so freaking crowded up there la. we ex member were standing on the last row with all in whites. hurhur. cheer like dunno what. tk starts the ball rolling, then ours. after our band finish, we head down immediately. quite a number of them cried. telling me they did some stupid mistake etc. oh well, its alr over. no point bothered abt it. coz they show was great! then blar blar blar, and they head in again for the result. everybody wait for like so long can. and seriously it isnt a good thing. and yepp. we got gold. while my heart wanted to wait for 2 more words, it didnt came out. tears roll. just cant control. can see that alot of members cried too. then they played for the sch. last time listening to the music too. hai.

Board the bus and head back sch. nothing much but just feeling extremely uncomfortable. headache strike again. maybe was too emotional just now. so on the way back, didnt talk much. reach the sch, saw sir. that figure, hair was wet and flat, smiling while walking. i dun like that kind of sir. too abnormal. so while stand ard at the clarinet section with rayna, he saw us, we stare at him, he stare at us more. STILL smiling. burrr. Then went to the AVA for a talk from sir. his words really touch everybody's heart. blessing in disguise. the 3 words i never forget. First gold medal for bukit panjang govt high. ((: YES. WE WILL COME BACK EVEN STRONGER IN YEAR 2008! yepp. but although we got the gold medal, somehow im still for the other stuff. hopefully things will remain the same.

Then walk to lot1 with the section. have a small talk with claire. the section wanted to eat pizza hut, but i dun. so look for lz they all and eat with them outside giordano. head still very pain. so talk abit and take vikerz photo and head back home while the rest continue chatting. tired tired tired.

no more meeting up with wh outside bp, no more signing in while going back, no more jokes with the funny securities, no more seeing the kids marching, no more nice music like caravan and forceful drum solo blasting into my ears, no more poking and pinching of the kids, no more heehee and haha, no more weird nicks from them, no more "AUNTIE!!" from the kids, no more snapping of photos, no more helping to pin their capes, no more seeing the rest of the exmembers, no more seeing sir often.

This last holiday of mine had really been a fulfilling one. thanks to wh who ask me to quit working, thus from there onwards i have to time to come back and help out. make alot of friends from there, day by day i get to know more pple, remember more names. hurhur. pple like my section peeps, claire, faith, sarah,(bunch of crazy girls), jiawen, etc etc. xinfang, i promise to piggyback you when i go back the next time. and oh, fiona, thanks so much for the card, deeply appreciated. somemore pple like eileen, jianqin, huihui, siying, joanne. i remember how i get to know the first 2. thats was like few months back, they use this very weird tone and greet us in japs. cant remember what was it. so funny lah! from there i assume they belong to the siao zar bor club alr. lol. and oh, nice dinner with you girls occasionally. yepp. flutist like jiemin, rachel. nice crapping with jiemin all the time. and hahahahah, she finally reveal to me her secret admirer. lol. and i didnt noe rachel can talk alot! huahui, have a nice talk on the way back to sch on the day band comp itself. take care of ur skin and that red ruby of yours okay? and many many many many other members, sorry if i missed out anyone. ((:

unforgettable mar/apr holidays. you guys sure add colors to my life.

i love bpband. and i always do.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

GOLD.

my dream came true.

Friday, April 21, 2006

no matter whats the outcome,
you will always be the gold medalise in our heart.

BP Band
Ever Forceful Ever Graceful.

cheer up girl. the suayest that happened will go away.. ((:

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Good Old days.

was digging some band stuff and i came across this. its alr 6 years old! lol.
hopefully the same scene will happen on saturday.
and oh, better cover some faces. if not i will be slaughter dead on saturday.
OH YES, those who recognize the 2 or 1, plsssssssss dun reveal! you are saving my life. ((:

saturday saturday saturday. 22april 22april 22april. we want GWH GWH GWH!

3 more days..

Monday, April 17, 2006

Went to collect pay and return them uniform today.

thank goodness the one i dun wanna see,

is not there today.

kns. i hate to see their faces.

i so hate.
but bo bian.
i cant just let my 150buck fly off like that.
they were like *BIG GRIN* "aye! hello!"
=____=

after that head down to bugis to hunt for jeans.
sch reopen ahhhh, wa mai ahhh..
DREAD GOING ON MONDAY.
i hope tcc is on MC for the whole semester,
thus i wont need to attend his fucking lectures/tutorials/practicals,
and study on my own.
ahhhh seokyu ah seokyu,
DREAM ON.

Oh well, sch shit aside, whats more important?
22April Central Judging Band Competition 2006.

5 more days..

Saturday, April 15, 2006

why so weird har? tell me which is more tiring, wake up at 630am or 830am? had hard time waking up today, but nevertheless, still drag myself up to bp.

quite routine today, they went lots of rounds which i think its a good thing. but at the same time, can see that they are quite tiring, and thus tend to slack. cant imagine today is alr the last saturday. and yepp, i have fun snapping lots of photos of members. some of them so camera shy! but some ahh, LOL. anyhow, its was funnnn!

lunch on Ms Ng. thanks alot! actually wanted to go lot 1 and settle lunch, but since she treating everybody, so just anything lor. after that i was a camera man helping saxo section to take loooootsaaa photos, playing around with smallbutstrong xinfang. lol. after that sit with my section and crap with them. i love them loads lah!! bunch of blur but cute members. lipstick!! cutey jiawen!! clairey!! LOL

afternoon practice was alright. cant tahan anymore, so i pop in a panadol (have been eating alot the day since i came back band) and went to sleep. halfway through the rain pours and thats where sectionals talks came. didnt manage to join my sections, coz head was really heavy up there. yepp, then sir call for a closing shop, i heard him mumbling to daniel that no point keeping the members with that kind of heavy rain. haiya rain rain go away, come again after band comp!! =\ so yah, somehow can sense that the morale of every members are super high at that moment. felt kinda touch. hope that morale remains like this for the next whole week. ((:

Head for dinner with that bunch of clarinet kids. i swear i look like mother (again) after weifang left. lol. oh, and in the food court, they were singing this "crazy..." song, walao, driving me and wf nuts!!!! bth them!! still have so much energy to crap after band prac. hahahahaha..

7 more days..

BP Band, you know we deserve that Gold of Honour.. (:

Thursday, April 13, 2006

its gonna be a lonnnng post.

my last 6++am wake up was i think i went tw last yr? walao damn tired lah. consecutive 3 days go back. its not like im part of a member, and im not young anymore can. lol. okay enough of the complains, meet wh 7 outside gate, i think we are even earlier than some of the members. so blar blar blar, can see quite a no. of the girl's hair are alr tied. which is good. then help them put this and that, fold fold fold. then BL shout shout shout, then sir came. conduct few rounds and off they go for the performance.

Its was raining like hell on the way there lah. how sai can we get? so when reached, sir told us to run over the the tent provided at the stadium. at first i thought its very near only. but walao ehhh! its so NEAR till i cant see it! lol. and yea, run like a siao zar bor, with soooo many bags with me. tsk. cheap labour lah. im all wet can. at that moment i feel so lang bei can. but haiya, cheap labour lah you see. hmmm, can see that members are quite nervous. oh well, i once felt that too. so blar blar blar.. and blar blar blar.. then blar blar blar, board the bus and head back bp.

Comments on today's performance, practice abit and they head for lunch. poor huihui and jianqin got hit by the cover of the bench. it sure hurts alot lah, do take care okay? so while they are having lunch, i head back home to bathe and complete my mom's order. wah after bathing i swear i dont wanna go back alr. the weather so good! its meant for a good nap! but still went back. and OH. i was like being ask more than 10 times "aye, weihui ley?","weihui qu na li?","weihui deng yi xia you mei you hui lai?" CHEN WEIHUI, they miss you lah. after being asked with all those question, i kena bomb with another question, "then wei shen me ni hui lai?" me: "WEI SHEN ME WO BU NENG HUI LAI?!" hahahahahahahhahaahhaha.. like as if me and wh are super glued, must stick together one. BTH. lol.

Sir sure look abnormal today. really. he and his orbiang cap. omg.

After band crap with them abit and head back home. hurray! can throw my sandals away alr! shun bian throw away my feet! its soak with water for the whole morning. bahhhhhhhh.

yawn, i took around 45mins to type this? thanks to BIG MOUTH auntie eileen and ahbeng jianqin, and oh, my da chang jin. XD

Monday, April 10, 2006

hair cut hair cut!!
when was my last hair cut?
my hairrrr..

feel so short.

feel so like my niece.

ah tootz.

thereafter, sat at lot1 long john eat and crap. talk abt band, talk abt sch, talk abt friends. time flies.

Oh, and i saw sooooo many band members today. didnt see my section peeps, hopefully they are having sectional back in sch. (:

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Westlife - Amazing

You're like a storm against the window
Follow me around just like a shadow
I'll swim a never ending ocean,
Until you bring back your devotion.

Its like I live a thousand lifetimes
Still looking for the one that feels right
See, moving on just isn't working,
You lit the fire that I burn in.

And all I've been doing is protecting
A lie for the sake of my pride
While all the others had me thinking,
We could be more than just amazing

I guess I'm holding on to my faith
A solid hope I'm heading your way
And crawling over is so tempting,
We could be more than just amazing.

I couldn't see it,
I must have believed a lie
If I admit it would you let me make it right?
Amazing...
Is it all gone?
Oh no
We could be more than just,
We could be more than just amazing.

i hope BP band could be more than just amazing.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

whoot. long day for band stuff.

last night after band, went back home slack awhile and head to wh's house to design the alumni's tee shirt. hahahahaha and we crap whole night, looking for apropriate fonts to suit the tee and blar blar. and she suggest i go home at 3am coz her father can send me home at that time, so.. okay lor. but wah, you know during daytime go back to band, night time suuuper tired one can. so ard 12plus we cannnot tahan and i BEG her to send me home. lol. of coz with what we are suppose to do, and yepp, i think it turn out quite nice. night ride was.. FUN! (lol. with the risk of no parking lots) so happy to reach home, coz i cant wait to go to my bed and zzzz till the next morning. muahs. THANKS LAH. i still owe u lunch. lol.

STILL VERY TIRED. head back early in the morning, SHIT ALL CATS la. i hate that cat who stared at me while i walk to bp today. i tried to siam away from it, but it moved to a position where it can see me. then i siam not to eye contact with it again, it moved to a place where can see me AGAIN. how irritating!! like it's gonna prance on me anytime. ~~HATE CATS~~.

didnt manage to do much stuff after reaching. so we on the laptop, and start discussing abt the shirt. hopefully it turn out nice and simple lah. and hopefully no much complains from the other ex-members. so clever, your come and do la! hahahahaha.. lunch in sch, but the chicken rice didnt really turn out that nice. so just yi si yi si finish it. the weather. it has been raining for nearly a week. which of coz is a disadvantage to us. the rain just come and go as and when it likes. thinking back while im still a member, i hate it when it's drizzling then sudden downpour. which happens today. sucks.

As usual, head to lot 1 for dinner with that bunch of kids. haven got the strength to laugh and crap with them. bahhhhhhhhhh someone is coming. sianed. after that crap more with eileen auntie and head back home. whoooot, dint noe the other side of band. unbest.

ahhhhh, knn have to wake up early tml. T_T

Friday, April 07, 2006

This is so freaking scary.

I dreamt of band comp last night. and we only won gold. without the gold of honour. i can still remember clearly we were at the grand stand waiting for result. and upon hearing we got gold, we were DAMN happy, but breakdown after knowing we are not into the finals. members was crying like hell.

They say dreams are opposite. hopefully this is not true. so not true.

I want them to win.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Compared to laos, the sky in singapore is always redish at night.

Monday, April 03, 2006

DAMN FUCKING PISSSED!!

fine. timetable aside, enough for me to boil the blood alr,
i wanted to check what can i enrole tml,
WHERE THE HECK IS MY COURSE IN THE MODULE CATALOG?!?!?!
i know, we are the last batch alr,
but cant they just wait for our ass off the sch then change the bloody module catalog?!

great. HOW great.

i'll be choosing blindly tml.

Do you..

remember something or when something strike your mind, you will go "aye, when does this happen?" you keep recalling back, but it seems like it actually never happens? then you realise, that incident you remembered, happens in your dream.

I do.

have been dreaming too much this holidays. every nights of different dreams. though i cant remember anything, but those dreams are of stories. and it seems like i have mix up dream with reality. haha.

just finish watching a show. westlife was the guest. gosh, they are my sec sch memories. those songs, still so nice. especially "My Love", vikerz used to sing this together so often. hahahaha.. im ageing..

My previous hp number kena 4D 1st runner up leh! walaoOOoooOooooOo ehhh. heart bleeds for the 2nd time. >.< you know how heart pain it is to see that 6165 on the newspaper, but you aint using that number anymore!!!!!! within 5 yrs nv kena before, after i not using, then it..... GRRR!!

Saturday, April 01, 2006

I think today band was fun.

was super super super tired ytd. plus that dunno what kind of headache is that, even panadol cant help, i feel even worse. but promise to do some band stuff, so yah, get it done till 2am++. and this morning crawl up and went back again. band cheap labour. whahahahahahahahaha..

and blar blar blar, yeppp.. blar blar blar.. and blar blar blar. and blar blar, then close shop. and oh, I DROP MY PHONE!!! I DROP IT! knn. i was soooooooooooooo heartpain when it slip from my hand! why?!?!?! scream like siao zar bor, and the whole band is looking at me. lol. but but but.. natural reaction! walaooooo ehhh. my heart is bleeding.. grrr.

after band, head down to lot one for dinner with some of the members. was laughing like siao kia lah, soooo funny. i dont feel im alr 20 when im with them. and i feel that im part of the current members, work so hard in the day, then crap in lot 1 after band. hurhur. i miss the gooood old days. i realise we are no longer allowed to sit anywhere we like around lot 1 anymore. thats so sad case lah. kena chase by the security. boo.

Jia you ahhhhh BPMB. ask yourself, do your worth that Gold with Honour?