because you live
you make my world
a colourful one
a beautiful one
the sun's on my side
bring me for a ride
i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright

Sunday, April 23, 2006


Finally get to see that long awaited familiar GOLD medal on the drum major's hand.

the night before didnt get much sleep coz was doing the section's stuff. morning went for sectional breakfast. can say that practically the whole band was there la. so fun. like as though lot1 mac is ours. make so much noise also no prob. then walk back to sch with the section. when reached, daniel was like urgently looking for the ex members. i knew it. they want us in national stadium. so after much discussion, we cab down there. but its a useless trip la really. everything are fine there, we stay there for around an hour and went back bp. soooooo waste of time and money. so, when we reach there, the members are alr resting having lunch. join my section for lunch and claire cried. haiya this girl ah. lol. gave them the stuff i made, hopefully it helps to boost their morale. ahahahaha. then they changed, as usual, help out with the capes and etc. then sir brief abit and they went for the 1 last round in bp field. was great, the standard is there.

Ride with my section, clarinetist and trombonist to national stadium. the atmosphere wasnt that tensed up as the past(unlike us..), but still, can see the anxious and excitment in their eyes. they said it was more like an excusion than competition. lol. upon reaching, most of the band was there alr. apart from 2000 band comp, which theres only 6 bands, this time round there soooo many diff bands with so many unfamiliar uniforms. but, some band we shld ought to recognise them lah. they took our usual place for resting, so we have to shift to another place. then more of photo session then practicing. ahahaha. time strike 445pm. give them our blessing and we head up to the grand stand there. so freaking crowded up there la. we ex member were standing on the last row with all in whites. hurhur. cheer like dunno what. tk starts the ball rolling, then ours. after our band finish, we head down immediately. quite a number of them cried. telling me they did some stupid mistake etc. oh well, its alr over. no point bothered abt it. coz they show was great! then blar blar blar, and they head in again for the result. everybody wait for like so long can. and seriously it isnt a good thing. and yepp. we got gold. while my heart wanted to wait for 2 more words, it didnt came out. tears roll. just cant control. can see that alot of members cried too. then they played for the sch. last time listening to the music too. hai.

Board the bus and head back sch. nothing much but just feeling extremely uncomfortable. headache strike again. maybe was too emotional just now. so on the way back, didnt talk much. reach the sch, saw sir. that figure, hair was wet and flat, smiling while walking. i dun like that kind of sir. too abnormal. so while stand ard at the clarinet section with rayna, he saw us, we stare at him, he stare at us more. STILL smiling. burrr. Then went to the AVA for a talk from sir. his words really touch everybody's heart. blessing in disguise. the 3 words i never forget. First gold medal for bukit panjang govt high. ((: YES. WE WILL COME BACK EVEN STRONGER IN YEAR 2008! yepp. but although we got the gold medal, somehow im still for the other stuff. hopefully things will remain the same.

Then walk to lot1 with the section. have a small talk with claire. the section wanted to eat pizza hut, but i dun. so look for lz they all and eat with them outside giordano. head still very pain. so talk abit and take vikerz photo and head back home while the rest continue chatting. tired tired tired.

no more meeting up with wh outside bp, no more signing in while going back, no more jokes with the funny securities, no more seeing the kids marching, no more nice music like caravan and forceful drum solo blasting into my ears, no more poking and pinching of the kids, no more heehee and haha, no more weird nicks from them, no more "AUNTIE!!" from the kids, no more snapping of photos, no more helping to pin their capes, no more seeing the rest of the exmembers, no more seeing sir often.

This last holiday of mine had really been a fulfilling one. thanks to wh who ask me to quit working, thus from there onwards i have to time to come back and help out. make alot of friends from there, day by day i get to know more pple, remember more names. hurhur. pple like my section peeps, claire, faith, sarah,(bunch of crazy girls), jiawen, etc etc. xinfang, i promise to piggyback you when i go back the next time. and oh, fiona, thanks so much for the card, deeply appreciated. somemore pple like eileen, jianqin, huihui, siying, joanne. i remember how i get to know the first 2. thats was like few months back, they use this very weird tone and greet us in japs. cant remember what was it. so funny lah! from there i assume they belong to the siao zar bor club alr. lol. and oh, nice dinner with you girls occasionally. yepp. flutist like jiemin, rachel. nice crapping with jiemin all the time. and hahahahah, she finally reveal to me her secret admirer. lol. and i didnt noe rachel can talk alot! huahui, have a nice talk on the way back to sch on the day band comp itself. take care of ur skin and that red ruby of yours okay? and many many many many other members, sorry if i missed out anyone. ((:

unforgettable mar/apr holidays. you guys sure add colors to my life.

i love bpband. and i always do.