the sun's on my side
bring me for a ride
i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright
♥ ♥ ♥

Friday, April 08, 2005

fuck. I still cant believe i'm employed.

Was abt to step out of my house to go lot 1 to buy some stuff, mh called. was telling me a job, some telemarketing stuff. at first wasnt that interest though coz still think its not a suitable job for me. but she say it not abt selling stuff, quite simple. so went down with wh to attend the training.

Well, blar blar, was really not bad job, colleagues are young and friendly. learnt alot. how to call, how to tell them to attend this and that, what to aviod, how to use the PC program and stuff. but still, abit not confident abt this job. i know myself best, no confident its really hard to excel well in this line. was on the verge of quiting when wh sorta "lecture" me. hahaha.. from there, was thinking really hard whether to like try out for a day or just quit. well, at the end of the day, i choose to stay. but worries still twirl around me.

Sometimes this women just noe when to "lecture" me. what i mean is not scold, its like she will talk sense to me, think abt the future this and that, whether it benefits and stuff. and all this pulls me up. she somehow think more logical, unlike me, i maybe only aim for a very short term. well, of coz at times, i do think what i've decided is right la, coz at the end of the day, i still know myself better like which i can, which i cant. anyway, great to have ya, friend.

WELL, i still prefer that western restaurant more than this tele-customer service. and i really hope THEY CALL ME!